I don't demand but I'm hoing and I'm keeping my fingers crossed for the best for the month of July cos it's gonna be my birthday soon.

1) Home Fragrance from BodyShop
2) DVDs (Now She Move, Made of Honor, Game Plan, P.S I Love You, Dream Girls, Hitman, Transformers)
3) Wallet or Purse (perferabble square shape not long - cannot fit my pants)

You could also check out my list from my Multiply Blog or Friendser Blog.

18 April 2008 1.23pm Office

What would happen when a person feels angry, sad, depressed, stressed out, tired, annoyed, irritated, not at peace, confused and in denial? It’s hard to say isn’t it? Why? Because all that’s mentioned are negative and bad influence and self distracting to oneself. You can call it ‘the silent killer’. It eats up one’s soul slowly without the person realizing it. By the time you’ve come to realize what has happened to you, it’s already too late. When it’s too late who’s there to blame? Your parents? Your friends? Those you’ve met once? Those you’ve smiled too? Or shake hands with? Who exactly is to be blamed? It’s very easy to point fingers at others. I agree on that. But what happens if you have to point the finger to yourself? Would you be brave enough? Or would you flee like a coward? Like a chicken running with their two feet ‘croo, croo…prk, prk…’

21 April 2008 8.42am Office

Did a mistake AGAIN? ARGH!!!!! What the hell is wrong with me? Made a resolution to be at least do a minimal mistake as I possibly can but apparently my fairy godmother didn’t grant me my wish. Or perhaps she didn’t hear me. Or worst my wish back fired. I can’t believe that my ‘supposedly’ year of rat is not working for me. I’m SOOOO not in the mood right now.

When your best becomes other's hatred...

Last night I realised something, that there are people who actually listen to every word I say. Whatever advice I've given them, they took it into consideration. I'm grateful. I'm thankful. On top of it I'm speechless. This is the first time in my life that I've met people like these. WOW!

All these while, when I have to face people and give them a piece of my mind, they would condemn me. Like it's not enough by condemning but they add more 'salt and pepper'. I've never told them to follow 100% to what I've said or to be like me. I was just speaking my mind. They asked for my opinion and I gave them one. So why the attitude? Why the harsh words? Very confusing. Don't you think so? It makes me think whether I've hit my target or I was talking nonsense. Mmmm....???

Each and everyone of us is unique in own way. There can never be two of the same person in the worls. Even twins have their differences.

La la la la la... Better stop figuring out why all these people are acting like they are or else I'll be the one in trouble. And I surely do not want trouble in the year 2008. My year of the Wood Rat.

A different defination

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone.....

The year 2008, year of the Wood Rat, in my case, is the year that I'm going to celebrate V-Day a little bit different. There wouldn't be romance movie marathon like previous years. Instead, I have options such as 1) Work 2) V-Day dinner at R2D2 & 3) Church meeting [or meeting that someone whom I've begin to be fond with]. To tell y'all the truth I want to do all of it but I only have to choose one, I know. Oh well, whatever I choose to do today will be the best for me *SMILE*

I'm only in the first month of the year and good things have been happening. I'm actually still shocked at what happened (I'm not going mention it here - though you and you already know). I can't believe it. I still can't believe it. Sigh. More like still in denial. LOL. Enough of 'this' thing that happened. Yes. It is true that I'm eating my own words to go with the flow. And I'm kind of happy I did and took my girls' advice. There’s this thing that I couldn’t stop saying and the word is ‘but’. Ever since 'this' thing happened, I just couldnot stop the word but popping in my head. I could sense 'someone' is saying to me 'Stop thinking negative. Take the risk. Experience.' The worst part of it all, I'm facing me.

With the girlfriends at Eve's house for Christmas Port-luck dinner and exchanging gift.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

WOW....Haven't been blogging far awhile. Reason being, lazy and lazy and lazy...Yeah that's the main reason.

Year 2007 has been a pretty 'ok' year for me. There were ups and downs. The ups will be my in happy memory box and the downs - in my recycle box. Why recycle? Because most of the downs are faults that I myself brought unto me and of cause some were made by others. I would love to brag about what others have done wrong to me but 'it's not good to talk bad about others, right?' So, it'll leave it as that.

The good things that happened:
1. Had a really good singing experience. Sang to the limits that I didn't know I could.

2. Had 2 really well organized birthday parties courtesy of the Yapp Clan and ECCC Youths.

3. Travelled to a foreign country without my parents. Woohoo...... Made new friends...

4. Experienced for real the latin dance at a club and sang at the club too.

5. Girls night out with my fav girls almost every week.

6. Pretty interesting Yapp Clan dinner and of cause the ever loudest Secret Santa gathering.

7. Christmas Mass was wonderful. Enjoyed it very much.

8. Had a wonderful Christmas dinner at Eve's place with food courtesy of the hostess and her guests.

9. Up-to-date I have 6 types of Absolut Vodka. 3 of which could not be bought in KK. Courtesy of my colleague. She helped to get me for me. Thank you Thank you...

Yeah... That's about it. I think.

Year 2008 - Year of the Rat (my year)
I'm really looking forward to this year not only because it's my year and I sense there'll be lots of happenings.

Planning to do the resolution list with the girls but I haven't had the time to meet up with them.

Planning to lose weight ( yeah Iive been saying this every new year)