Saturday, May 31, 2008

18 April 2008 1.23pm Office

What would happen when a person feels angry, sad, depressed, stressed out, tired, annoyed, irritated, not at peace, confused and in denial? It’s hard to say isn’t it? Why? Because all that’s mentioned are negative and bad influence and self distracting to oneself. You can call it ‘the silent killer’. It eats up one’s soul slowly without the person realizing it. By the time you’ve come to realize what has happened to you, it’s already too late. When it’s too late who’s there to blame? Your parents? Your friends? Those you’ve met once? Those you’ve smiled too? Or shake hands with? Who exactly is to be blamed? It’s very easy to point fingers at others. I agree on that. But what happens if you have to point the finger to yourself? Would you be brave enough? Or would you flee like a coward? Like a chicken running with their two feet ‘croo, croo…prk, prk…’

21 April 2008 8.42am Office

Did a mistake AGAIN? ARGH!!!!! What the hell is wrong with me? Made a resolution to be at least do a minimal mistake as I possibly can but apparently my fairy godmother didn’t grant me my wish. Or perhaps she didn’t hear me. Or worst my wish back fired. I can’t believe that my ‘supposedly’ year of rat is not working for me. I’m SOOOO not in the mood right now.