One can never have too much of shower gel. Especially when it's on sales.













I'd like to 'TAG' Ethel and Lus Clues.
Please do this for me http://kevan.org/johari?name=cmone
Thank you.

Currently chatting with my baby friend who's in NZ :D and my gang keras. Yesterday was chatting with a long lost friend who's currently in UK, 2 of my gang keras and a cousin who apprently likes to bully me online.

Rain, cold.....

Don't know why but my mouth has been a bit 'salty' since last week cos everytime I say something it will eventually happen. It makes me feel like I'm a 'jinxer'. The weather has been evil. During the day it's REALLY hot and sometimes at night it's REALLY cold like now. It rained today since this afternoon til now. It would be nice to sleep. I'm actually feeling sleepy already...yawn... Of all the days I went out today. Someone was so kacian lor. Very hungry somemore. Went to 4 seasons but closed. Instead we went to this called Pizza Zia in Damai. Not a bad place to eat. Nice environment. Ended up having 2nd lunch for me. Super full by the time we got to CB. It was cold since it was raining. Even when we, 3 of us actually, laughed our hearts out too it didn't help.

Just for

This is baby Zeya looking stunned but adorable.....

This is baby Peanuts with his God Father. Apparently he didn't cry at all. No funny faces too. I guess it was REALLY comfortable. Oh btw, that's not his 'where's my mummy look'.

Old times, good times

Alright, alright. I'll stop with the song lyrics. It was just something I wanted to do cos I really got hooked to those songs. Been having back pains lately. I think too much of sitting in front of the laptop. Not forgetting my sleepless nights is on again. Aiyo...Why is all this happening to me now? I don't know. Why suddenly people around me have all sorts of problems? I don't know. Why some people think so negative of themselves? I don't know. Why do they think so much? I don't know. Why can't they be honest? I don't know. Why can't they accept the fact? I don't know. Why won't they understand? I don't know. Why do I worry so much? I don't know. Why do I feel that someone is avoiding me? I don't know. Why am I writing all this? I don't know.

Went to the old house in Dabak today. Brought back a lot of good ol' memories. Was sitting outside at the varanda chatting with Popo while Ata Mira was korek-ing the anak pisang to plant at Tanaki garden. Popo and I were chatting about how nice it would be to stay there again cos everyone is staying nearby. During the old times, the neneks will come and cook all sorts of dishes especially when Ata Mira is around and the akungs will come for coffee and story time. The aunties and uncles (cousins), however, will come just to lepak at the house and of cos to play with me (the cutest and most adorable little girl alive, kopi killer and kadu - PERASAN). If not at my Popo's old house, then it would be at Toy's house on a Sunday. More like every Sunday actually. The neneks will cook and gamble. The akungs will either play cards or simply talk. The aunties and uncles (cousins) will either play video games or climb up a tree or make mud cakes or play hide and seek or bubut-bubut. Some aunties and uncles (cousins) actually have cute nicknames too, like Mogly, Liang Liang, Tong Hing and some others. Sing with me, memories, all alone in the moonlight...

I hope I'll receive a BIG hug and thank you for putting this song up in here. If I don't, then I do not want to do food delivery anymore :p

Pretty Vegas by INXS

Fallin’ asleep at the wheel again baby,
You’re driftin’ over the line.
You’re hands are tied, but you’re losin’ grip quickly
Fix me, can you read the sign…

Thumbin’ your way to Vegas, dirty
Dreamin’ like ya outta control
Save your tears and laughter coz
This is the ride, this is the show

It ain’t pretty
After the show…
It ain’t pretty when the pretty leaves you
With no place to go.
So, if you think you need it,
Here’s the place to feed it…
It ain’t pretty.

When, everything that you do is wrong,
And you
Feel like you can barely survive…
When those around you
Are crumblin’ downwards
Buried in the sunset of life.

Thumbin’ your way to Vegas, dirty
And screamin’ like a bitch from hell,

Save your dreams
And occupations
Doesn’t matter what you sell…

It ain’t pretty
After the show
It ain’t pretty when the pretty leaves you
With no place to go…
So, if you think you want it…
Here’s the place to get it,
It ain’t pretty

Yeah, yeah, yeah
It ain’t pretty…
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Thumbin’ your way to Vegas, dirty
Dreamin’ like you’re out of control,
Save your tears and laughter
Because this is the ride…
And this is the show…

It ain’t pretty
After the show…
It ain’t pretty when the pretty leaves you
With no place to go
So, if you think you want it
Just come in and get it
It ain’t pretty…

Don't be sad. I'm just being jiwang...LOL!!!

I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it. And now my brain is spinning this song over and over again. I know this song may be sad but there are some truth in the lyrics. Oh and the melody is actually pretty sad too. Maybe it's time someone out there recommend me some happy songs *smiles*...


I Can't Make You Love Me by Bonnie Raitt

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don’t patronize - don’t patronize me

Chorus: cause I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something it won’t
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I’ll feel the power
But you won’t, no you won’t
’cause I can’t make you love me, if you don’t

I’ll close my eyes, then I won’t see
The love you don’t feel when you’re holding me
Morning will come and I’ll do what’s right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

Chorus: cause I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something it won’t
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I’ll feel the power
But you won’t, no you won’t
’cause I can’t make you love me, if you don’t

Heard this song from ROCKSTAR INXS sang by Marty Casey. Fell in love with it. Simply a beautiful song.


Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.

Sing with me

And finally a happy song with a very catchy tune...


Trees by Marty Casey

I dont want to go through this life
Without you by my side.
And I've got it all worked out
In my head here's how it's got to be.

It'll be you and me up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answers.
(That's right.)

We will make believe
In a world we rule together.
We can build our dreams
With the knot tied tight(?) to last forever.

It'll be you and me up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answers.
It'll be you and I up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster.

(yeahyeahyeah..) We got one shot
So where do we go from here?

It'll be you and me up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answers.
It'll be you and I up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster.

And I know there's more for us in this life....

Just feel like pinching myself

Went to visit Peanuts this evening. He's sooooo cute. I carried him for awhile before he went crying looking for his mum. Koala bear la katakan. But he did laugh at me. CUTE!!!!! Grigritan I...pinch, pinch, pinch...

I think I'll have to eventually send food to Ibu's house cos the Bapa, for the first time in my life said this 'if u sayang your UNCLE, you would send me food'.....He fiiiiinally admits that he is an uncle to me. All this while when I call him 'uncle', he would either pinch my cheeks or beg me not to call him uncle. Love you..... LOL.....

Note: Sorry Vira, this is not a long entry that u hoped for. Don't know what to blog about. Well, actually nothing interesting happened la. Maybe next time I'll write a long entry just for you, alright?

The odes are in

The top 12 of Idol 5 is out. 10 out my top 12 is in but I'm quite disappointed that Gedeon is not cos I think he can sing better that Kevin and Bucky. I wonder why don't the viewers listen to Simon Cowell's comment. With Ayla, I think she chose the wrong song. But I'm ok with Kellie. I think she's adorable.

Here's the final top 12:
Chris, Ace, Elliot, Taylor, Bucky, Kevin, Paris, Lisa, Katherina, Mandisa, Melissa and Kellie.

Sigh.....

I've just confirmed something today that is, we (cigu, mkys mommy, toy, lue clues, sel, stra, ibu and i) will not be cutting our hair til the end of this year. Aduhai... I wonder whether everyone can resist the temptation.

Today...was the day...not a very good day...aku sendiri pun tak paham pa yang ku tulis ini...in other words, a kacian day for cigu and i cos we had to make 2 rounds of parking search in damai. And when we finally have a spot, guess what happened? There's 2 spot RIGHT in front of the bank.....ggggrrrrrrr..... When you're very hungry, suddenly the shops that u want to go is NOT open...sigh...

Not enough

I'm scared I'm scared. Want to know why? Well, everyone in the house is sick EXCEPT for meeee. So yes, I'm tiring my best not be infected by the viruses. Food also have to be separated which means I have to look for my own food. Sad. Today I washed my own clothes. Yes I do know how to wash my own clothes. I was very sure that it was going to rain since I washed my own clothes but instead the sun was shining brightly. Cooked porridge for dinner and it wasn't enough. Sigh. Suddenly everyone in the house wants to eat my cooking, when they are sick.

Who i think should be

Been watching American Idol and here's my top 12 list.

Guys:
Chris, Ace, Sway, Elliot, Taylor and Gedeon

Ladies:
Paris, Lisa, Katherine, Mandisa, Ayla and Melissa

Let's just see how many of them end up being the top 12.