Old times, good times

Alright, alright. I'll stop with the song lyrics. It was just something I wanted to do cos I really got hooked to those songs. Been having back pains lately. I think too much of sitting in front of the laptop. Not forgetting my sleepless nights is on again. Aiyo...Why is all this happening to me now? I don't know. Why suddenly people around me have all sorts of problems? I don't know. Why some people think so negative of themselves? I don't know. Why do they think so much? I don't know. Why can't they be honest? I don't know. Why can't they accept the fact? I don't know. Why won't they understand? I don't know. Why do I worry so much? I don't know. Why do I feel that someone is avoiding me? I don't know. Why am I writing all this? I don't know.

Went to the old house in Dabak today. Brought back a lot of good ol' memories. Was sitting outside at the varanda chatting with Popo while Ata Mira was korek-ing the anak pisang to plant at Tanaki garden. Popo and I were chatting about how nice it would be to stay there again cos everyone is staying nearby. During the old times, the neneks will come and cook all sorts of dishes especially when Ata Mira is around and the akungs will come for coffee and story time. The aunties and uncles (cousins), however, will come just to lepak at the house and of cos to play with me (the cutest and most adorable little girl alive, kopi killer and kadu - PERASAN). If not at my Popo's old house, then it would be at Toy's house on a Sunday. More like every Sunday actually. The neneks will cook and gamble. The akungs will either play cards or simply talk. The aunties and uncles (cousins) will either play video games or climb up a tree or make mud cakes or play hide and seek or bubut-bubut. Some aunties and uncles (cousins) actually have cute nicknames too, like Mogly, Liang Liang, Tong Hing and some others. Sing with me, memories, all alone in the moonlight...