my first bday pressies from cigu and a. cak cak.......

All these i got it from a. ah luth....
This from a.abiau...adding to my total collection of 24 earrings..
my first handbag... this i received from eve, my gang keras...and the ribbon she ikat, punya susah mau buka....
my first bday card and second present from my church choir members....
got these from totoy........

From me to you

I would like to thank everyone for their birthday wishes, smses and emails. Don't want to name, names because I might miss some of them. So here it is, from me to you,

THANK YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIMONE REBECCA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

I was given an early birthday suprise by some of my choir members. Didn't see it coming and didn't even got the hint. Even my parents kept quiet about it. Shocked man. Thank you SaSa, TeTe, ReRe and ChiChi. They're still here hanging out while I'm updating.

Went for dinner with the crazy and loud people that I love. Had dinner at Luna Rossa. The food was (no offence to the person who suggested there) LOUSY and EXPENSIVE. After that went for dessert at Benito Bistro and we had the Chocolate Muffin. After the first taste, those who was having it became SUPER loud and couldn't stop laughing. Luckily, we were the only ones there. After sometime, MIGRAINE attack. For me the pain was worth it but I don't think I'll be having it anytime soon.

It's not that I don't like answering questions about where I'm working/doing my practical but I do get bored answering them. I'm doing this entry about my job/practical so that the next person who ask me about it, I could just say 'Please find the time to read my blog if you want to know more about it :)'

My company is called Wildlife Expeditions Sdn. Bhd. This company deals with tours around Sabah and they have outlets at all major hotels in KK, other districts and international agents. Our main operation in KK are going to Poring, Kinabalu Park, City Tours, Seafood dinner, Guest transfers and etc. During my first week I was placed at the main headquarters which is in Lido, next to the Jabatan Air, more accurate near Lues Clues house. I'm enjoying it, as of this moment, even though the office is hot because the air-con is being serviced. Despite the heat, I'm lucky to have such crazy, loud and fun singing workmates. In the office all day, there's sure to be laughters and smiles. This week, I'll be posted at KKIA (airport) office and I do hope that I'll get the chance to be the company rep even for one day. I want to meet the orang putihs and pok silaps ekekekekekeke............. So there you have it.

Oh and by the way, I would like to add some more things to my birthday list,
6. Silky Girl lip gloss (RM9.90)
7. Socks from Sox World
8. Hair scrunchy (no maroon or yellow colour)
9. Hair chopsticks (which I broke 3 of it already)

P/S: It's actually Palmolive Aroma Therapy Shower Gel (Refill) I wanted either Energy or Anti-Stress. If the refill is costly, May soap bar Green Tea. Thank you.

Parental Advisory

I hate having these negative feelings in me because it's bad for me and those around me. I'll start screaming or saying bad words and it happened today. Right now I really don't care what you think of me. I don't care if you feel cheated. I REALLY DON'T CARE because you don't seem to care how I feel when you do something wrong towards me. What assumptions have I made that is wrong? For all I know, I don't assume. When I'm assuming, I'll say it out, I assume ... But right now, I'm not assuming anything because it happened right in front of my eyes and it's STILL happening. So, what assumptions are there?

To call you stupid, I don't think that's appropriate because you have proper education and I'm very sure your parents thought you about life very well. What went wrong? Or where did it go wrong?

Why do some people can't see everything from left to right, up and down and vise versa? Why can't they take a minute and think of the other persons point of view or their feelings? Can't they NOT think of themselves for one second? I guess not. Maybe I should be like them. Then I would be happy always. No worries. No problems. Only think of myself. That wouldn't be so bad. Right?

I hate it when you say you are NOT doing it but actually YOU ARE. I don't know whether you don't realise it or you're just being in denial. Is it that bad when someone close to you corrects you? FUCK!!! You people always say these, 'Simone is kind', 'She's caring', 'She's an angel', to me it's all BULLSHIT! Why? What's the point of saying all these when you have NO heart at all to do anything with me? How do you think that makes me feel? I'll tell you. I'm FUCKIN PISSED OFF, I feel taken for granted, heartbroken, hurt and mad. I feel dysfunctional right now. I don't know what else should I think or feel because it hurts so bad. It's like I'm in a garden full of blooming rare flowers then suddenly all the flowers wilts and dies and falls and my surrounding turns into dark and cold and scary.

'Sorry seems to be the hardest word'. Really? But for you it's really easy to say it out. I wonder whether it comes from sincerity from within or it's just..........

STOP TELLING ME!!!!! I know I should forget about all that have been said here but will it heal completely or will it leave a scar?

A close friend of mine who is currently studying in New Zealand sent me a photo of hers enjoying the snow. I'm sooooo jealous. I can tell you that. I wonder when I'll get the chance to enjoy the snow. Nette: Is it possible for you to bring back the snow for me?

A very close friend of mine, Ethel, left for New Zealand today. Went to the airport to see her off. Will be missing her lots cause I've been hanging out with her quite often since the both of us got back from KL. And even when she was in KL and I was here in KK, we would keep in touch by sms or sometimes when both of us have more credit to spend we would call each other. I, on the other loved writing her letters and emailing her. Above all that, I wish her the best of luck. Take good care of yourself and have fun while you're there.

It's the month of July. Time passes really fast. And in this month, I'll be a year old again. Not that I'm complaining, well maybe a bit, but this time it's gonna be different. I hope. Cause I'll be 3 years from being a quarter century old.
Here, I would like give my birthday present list:
1). Hand wash from Watsons (it's buy 1 free 1 mah)
2). Handbag
3). A bottle of any liquor
4). Nemo doll (which I've wanted for sooo long)
5). Sister Act 1 or 2 vcd(original please ekeke) or dvd(ciplak version is just fine with me)