What's in my brain

How many of you believe in the 6th sense? If you do, have you ever experienced it? Is it real? How would you know? Mmm … I guess it does exists because I’ve been getting vibes from people nowadays. Or am I paranoid? I couldn’t be paranoid. Mmmmm … Nah ... I’m too young to be paranoid. It’s strange I know. You might call me crazy or a freak. I can’t help it. That’s your thinking and I respect that. But can the 6th sense hurt you? Maybe not physically but mentally, yes. People around you have this vibe. Positive and negative. Those who you know may send different vibe and you may or may not understand the feeling that you have inside you. People who are close to you even though they don’t say it, you could just feel it. Just like that (snaps finger). With one look at them or even the first word that they alter to you or by their body language and actions. The good and the bad but not the ugly. Not the ugly because ugliness is the physical outlook of a thing. That’s what I understand. I can’t explain the feeling, you just feel it. It’s like tickling your heart. Why is this happening? What’s the reason behind it? When these things happen? How do you face it? Definitely you can’t ‘forget it’ or ‘don’t care about it’. If this is what you’ll do, then you’re a person with no heart. Isn’t it? Or what you’re doing is for the good of the other person? All I can think of doing is to put myself into the other person’s shoe and try to understand. When I get these feelings I feel uncomfortable. Too many questions but where could we find the answers?

Things that happened around us, is it some kind of sign? Telling us that it should happen. It’s meant to be that way. Or is it telling us that we could prevent this from happening to others by taking the example from what we’ve seen before. But isn’t it cruel to let others experience it? Or is it meant to be? There’s a lot in this life that we can’t understand and there’s no exact answer to it. Why can’t we understand is because it’s nature. That is how we were created and for us, it’s known as human nature. It’s not like mathematics. Where there’s always a formula to the question. But not our lives. Our life is like a puzzle where every puzzle is connected to the other but whether it is the right one it depends. Depends on who? Us. Ourselves of cause. Who else? Our lives have already been planned even before we were born. How? Well, by our creator, who created this world. Some of you may not agree with me, but as a Christian Catholic, this is my believe. Our guardians only guide us through our daily lives. Teaching and advising us but it’s up to us to make the good out of it. In this world there’s always a choice. Good, bad, stupid, meaningless choices. Oh, just put everything in that category. It will do. But how do we choose and whether it’s the right one, is a mystery. How we lead our life will reflect on how we were brought up. Right? Or is it based on our experience. If it is based on our experience, which experience in life to take into account?

Experience could mean a lot of things. For me experience is when someone has done something wrong and learns from that mistake or if they have been doing the same thing over and over again. I don’t know whether I have a lot of experience because I know I still have a long to go and a lot of thing to learn. However, I do know how to separate right from wrong. When some things come across your mind, you will normally think about it. Some may forget about it, some may be paranoid about it, some may take it seriously but some will think and not assume about it. But if they do assume eventually they will have to test it out to understand the situation better. Isn’t it? Just like when you’re studying finance. There are all the assumptions and lastly the conclusion.
I know that reading this will come as a shock to some of you. You will have a lot of questions that needs answers. I myself could not believe that I’ve written such things. Weird I know. When I think of it, is as if it’s someone else’s writing. Hahahahahahah … I’m expecting for questions like, ‘Mone, you ok kah? Like got problem only you this?’ or ‘Mone, so not you lah?’ Those are some of the questions I know some people will ask … hehe … Oh yeah, please feel free to comment cos that’s why at the bottom is says ‘comment(s)’ or when you see me, you could ask me about it. No harm will come to you, will not be mad either. So if you have anything and I mean anything feel free to ask.